im mad

2006-06-23T16:24:00.000+08:00

yea.agnes.this is for u.ha!

wanted to blog so much about yesterday!
went to meet my darlins..!!bought green-white shirt n belt while shoppin wif poh gek =)
such a great day despite the "ief report" part earlier in the afternoon..

we went to pastamania..n we chat n chat..like nobody's business (as if we own the place)..
n then we walk around, not forgetting to chat sumore..
n then we decided not to walk anymore cos xinmei huo-gai wear so high de heels den leg pain..LOLS..but we still wanna chat..=D
headed down to our "space",but sitted by dunnoe whu la!den nvm..
den decide to move to a more windy place, only to find ourselves breathing in sum paint shit.haha,so off we went again..

last stop,mrt staircase.like so drama.it was near midnight,some leg pain,some bag heavy,weather so humid, n worse still, it started to rain!
not the worse part yet..who would have tot that rainwater would flow down the staircase?!
thx arh.mi n agnes got our jeans n skirt wet.damn!haha.but fun la =)

den buddy's fren has a very BIG GOOD heart.lols see we few girls so poor ting midnight no cab so send us back =)
wuahahahaha..save my cab fare again.goody!!thx to MR.Dumpling!lols
seriously FUN to be wif them, my sisters. every single one of them realli makes my day.Hugs to all of dem.Love them totally.cant wait for next meet-out.=))

hhmm,sorry to those whu read this.its been so long since my last entry,n i hv forgotten hw to write one.so,sound kinda weird i guess??=)

oh ya.two more things.
1. my lovely mum n dad +sis are cmin like any moment now.so thats gd.my 2 weeks of projects shit will hopefully cm to an end with them around.miss dem whole loads
2. i really need every single human in this world to pray that i will do ok for my ief.reports + common test.its really the last thing on earth i wanna do to retake this module.realli.

god bless me n all my projects.

greenish

2006-02-28T09:46:00.000+08:00

ok....IT'S MY BLOG'S 1-YEAR ANNIVERSARY!=))

haha..its been 1 full year..
felt so weird typing these stuffs after so long..
still dunnoe if i shuld update this often or i shuld wait for another year?haha:P

realli dunnoe wad to type.gd lucks to those fighting hard for their last few papers.=))
stuck wif accounts,
green me =)

2005-02-28T08:23:00.000+08:00

28.february.2005..
GCE O'Level Examination Result-Taking..
a day to remember..

2005-02-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

lazy to type anyth..lolx...hehehehehe.......

sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............................................................

new year was alrite..everyth was fine...angbao aso cm in alrite..lolx..
anywae..had fun wif famili members..hee...so call gambled a little...out of fun ma...one year once nia..=P family gatherings n all...they're all great...=)
miss grandma though....

dunnoe wad to tok liao..lolx...till den..
=)

2005-01-21T11:04:00.000+08:00

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Because it is
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on it along with the date which states
the time they actually wasted to press
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time by checking it and accepting it just
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to refresh your memory on wad a
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there you go, your meaningful
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--saw tis in fren's testi..funni man!...n was luffin like hell....lolx..!!creative gal..!

2005-01-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

back again.....in indo...=P fast?=)

hee..hhmm....din tell u all abt concert...i mean my band concert...nt my solo concert la..(agnes---nonsense)..lolx...
great indeed...little mistakes here n dere...but indeed i was having fun...hving great time playing my instrument..wif my other band mates..=)
jubilance 1 was a success aft all!=D good job guyz...

tdae supposed to go down to kallang wif teh others to kallang...canoeing trial for sec 1s..hope it went smooth ya?heard frm my buddy gt gals..heheheh...=D =P

hhmm...chinese new year cmin...which means...result-takin dae aso gettin near...
dreamt so many times abt it....abt gettin poor results....lastnite nia dreamt miself gettin a c5 for humans.. anywae...*fingers crossed*!

mi tmr learnin driving liao...omg...scary sia....how?but alittle excited too i shuld sae..hee...1st time..

till nxt time den...=)

2005-01-11T18:34:00.000+08:00

am back in sg...juz for mi concert..
for anyone whu gt no idea on wads happening,
Venue : Victoria Concert Hall
Date : 14th January 2005, Friday=)

hhmmz..went for practice juz now....did perc ensemble..so funni2 wan..lolx...cartoon sia..
but nvm la..entertaining i guess...=D
tmr cca orientation for sec1s....hhmmm.....doin posters n touchin up banner for mi canoeing...=) time flies....so fast..we're all graduates already..waiting for results...(*fingers crossed*)

well....life has been plain....juz plain...

2004-12-29T20:13:00.000+08:00

my condolences to the families of the victims in aceh n sumatra, sri lanka...etc
tings may go wrong..but juz stay strong...n tings will be fine.....soon...

hhmm...juz clean up the house..the green grassy carpet outside..the guest room...wooo.....song arh..haha...satisfied wif wad ive done...long time nv carry weights....juz now carried sum boxes wif my elder sis' rubbish inside...so many tings!!!maddie...

tmr goin market wif mum..aftnoon swimming....+ house cleaning part2..

hhmm...heard lots abt band....hai...u all be strong k..?sumtimes ppl dun understand us..we have to be strong den...proof dem wrong...we cn do it....its juz in 2 weeks time dat we'll have our concert..so..dun giv up...keep on goin..!

goin bathe....till den..!

2004-12-26T11:27:00.000+08:00

happi bdae to u...
happi bdae to u..
happi bdae to my dear poh gek...
happy bdae to u...
[sorry dear..cant acc u on ur special dae.....4giv mi k?i go back i bu gei ni...hehe.....stay happi n healthy....always!luv ya...muarkz!]

hayah....lazy update sia....haha...dunnoe y...no mood to blog in nowadays...juz dunnoe wad to write...or too many tings to write?i dunnoe it myself..cn sumone tell mi?haha...tokin craps hor mi...maddie...=P

hhmm...but sumth i wanna share...remember guys...family is v impt.....learn to have a closer bond wif dem...n u will realise...life will be a much more wonderful place to live in..juz by watchin an evening news wif dem..a short 30mins programme ..share ur tots tgether....it means sumth aft all...to dem definately...to u...ask urselves when u've done dat....for mi, it does mean sumth...n i feel great...=)

2004-12-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

am back home!!!!feels so great..............am homeeeeeee.......=))

2004-12-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

im back....
so tired...realli...mentally...physically..
hhmm..juz cm back frm hk ytd.....3 hrs sit at the plane...kns...nth nice to watch sumore..in e end watch home alone...tink its the 1st..hahhaha...damn long time ago...like those historical movie liao...tink arnd 10 yrs back since i watched it....v funni though..]

tdae go for band liao..realli scared cnt mk it for concert...haiz...see tat refat scold n scold again..actualli..maybe its our fault..it s like almost full band tdae..but..the size horr..wuah..like so small..see other sch big2..our sch..haiz...sumore the sound horr..i no comments...=( he took japIV awae...so sad...but wad to do...

hhmm..tmr band again...hope his mood can be better..shall listen to my concert pieces later..hope can help..

goin back on teh 17th...fridae..can wait to go back..wan buy the Mars!!+ summer scent...wonder wad r those?they're my vcds!!!!hee....shall watch dem!....
but horr..again...scared concert cnt mk it..

help...

2004-12-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

sux la..whoever so bo liao can scram?!thx.

2004-12-05T13:08:00.000+08:00

its sunday!boring...sian....

lucky tmr meeting my gals...mizz dem aLOT!...dey go chalet nv drag mi go..lolx..no la..is i cant go..hai.wasted...they all like so enjoy liek dat....i wanna go!:( nvm..one day i shall go...organise for mi again nxt time k...?lolx...(v big arh mi..=P) hhmm...tmr shall have fun wif dem!mizz u guyz!!!hugz!=)

holidae is supposed to be a period of time for mi to relax..n forget the tings i shuld forget..but i juz cant..y i so...!dunnoe wads wrong wif mi too..hard to sae it out too...juz wish teh pain frm the past can disappear frm my mind...!drowning miself in shoppin and tv, vcd,anime..felt better tis wae i suppose...frens r still the 1 whum i looked for when im down..nt him..realli glad i have dem=)

til den..

2004-12-03T15:23:00.000+08:00

another hot dae....lame..!!!!
finally did sum excercise in the morning...wif my bandmates..it was pretty alrite...had lots of lufter..lolx...seeing how sum ppl 'act' lolx..!=D
another dae w.o my section...sux..

tmr...finally..rest dae!wan go buy pants...heez....maybe jeans....hven gt the time...so...tmr..heeZ!
my parents n sisters cmin..hee..finally..!!!mizz u guyz...

holidae= boredom (its true..its true!)

till den...

2004-12-02T15:38:00.000+08:00

am not forcing u guyz..but i juz need ppl to cm down and plae!wads so difficult, dat i have to beg?!arh.....

nth else for these days...juz band....n band...dunnoe when we gettin our tone back..*prays*
played JapIV..realli need sectional..hope can mk it...got the rhythm liao..jzu need to focus..=)
so little practices left b4 concert...hope cn mk it..

feelin tired...maybe bcoz of the hours of practices...or bcoz of the section...or wad..i dunnoe...sianz....

hhmm...wish i cn go for the chalet..but...hai..nvm..u guyz dere enjoy?heez..=D

till den..

2004-11-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

too tired to write anyth.....

nth but band..band...band...tiring though...bt wad can i do?wheres my section?!i aso dunnoe..heck..

till den....

2004-11-29T15:09:00.000+08:00

1st dae of festival.....band exchange programme...wif few otehr schools..
Alvamar was great...challengin.....sui!-)
dat conductor nv wait wan sia...but sumtimes gd...giv u the feeling to plae better..teh running notes...woooohoooo..!power la...although mine stuck here n dere...but am tryin=P
hhmm...'into the storm' was alrite....v fierce sia the tune..lolx...storm ma...but nice-)
tmr ross roy...1st time play whole song...wish mi luck..hee-P

yawnz..tdae weather nt nice leh...kns....!hot...mk ppl wan sleep when walkin...=/

tmr sendin hendra off...oh my god...so fast.....tat time juz saw hendra's sec 2 ah boi look..now...a gentleman liao...n he will b gone soon!=( my indo fren...=P will mizz ya!tk care over dere horr...dun 4get delta..!=)

till tmr den..!

2004-11-28T20:11:00.000+08:00

bbbbrrr....cold dae...
go out aso muz have jacket =p

hhmm...watched incredibles juz now...the baby "jack jack'' very cute..haha...wif indefinite special power...so funni...lolx..overall nice show..funni..wif interesting technologies used..
den ate dinenr wif cousin...so long we nv '2 ren shi jie' =D

..band is realli stressful i muz sae..i juz wish dat my section can have a full attendance one dae...it juz sux to have guest players in teh section...am nt tryin to sae tat we're gd enuff or sumth..we need practice...lots of it i guess..but the feeling when u see sum unknowns in the section...playing for u..juz bcoz u cant plae...is juz....arh...! ...sum hvin jobs...sum cant come....i aso dun wan it to happen wad..wad can i do??drag them to band?!...

tmr is festival at FUHUA..!wish mi luck=) *cross fingers*

till tmr=)

2004-11-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

20:55.....

juz came back...wth...tdae like journey day sia...
12:00--set off
12:30--tiong, meet my gals..
14:30--set off frm boon lay go to fian's place..
17:00--go sentosa
17:45--meet jiawen in harbour frnt..
18:00--concert..
18:55 to 19:20----monorail..!!!kns...so long..sit till sian...the monorail old liao..shake alot sumore!
19:30...till now....journey back home.....
yawnzx...!!!hahah...mad horr?

hhaha...now must go bathe..=P
nice gathering wif all my frens tdae..luffters and stuffs...
dunnoe nxt time can still gather anot...
all deltaians maybe?=) like wad my buddy sae..heez...

till tmr ya?gd nitez...

2004-11-26T15:58:00.000+08:00

yawnnnnNZzzz!!

hhmmz...so tired...band...haix...festival on monday...scare i go there sia swae nia..
cant wait to try out alvamar though..heard teh song...but hven see the scores...waitin!!!
band....so packed nowadays...learnt 2 songs for ytd n tdae...both are nice..juz dat probably we hv to hv summore time to get used to our old instruments aft 3 mths break...=P
tdae saxofone...again...no full attendance..arh..!

almost finished nine-ball...quite nice actualli...but tink the outsiders nicer..nicer story line..actor more shuai..lolx....guo bing chao ma...-)

hhmm..mizz al my frens aredi...how??die...miss mrs lim aso..she din cm to prom nite..but guess it was realli a last min ting for her..nvm..=)

till tmr yea?=)

2004-11-25T18:42:00.000+08:00

hhahaha....finished prom....relax time..

till den!~=P

2004-11-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

hahahahhahah!

OMG...!!!!!!!!its over...everyth..!!!o's....my sec sch days....hhmmm...how im gonna mizz it..
though its filled wif ups n downs...but aft all we all have a great beginning and beautiful ending to tis..=) gonna mizz all....perhaps even books..

had my sci mcq and dnt for tis last dae...sci was alrite...dnt...okok ...nt diff and nt easy either..
hhmmm.....*fingers crossed for February*

haix..dunnoe wads wrong wif mi...sumtimes i felt kinda stupid...for feeling tings im not supposed to...cant trust him anymore..cant trust miself perhaps either...so..wad am i supposed to do?guess juz got to try n convince miself....=x realli not easy..

hhmm..but anywae..exams r over..dun wanna tink abt dat...tink abt my rest 1st..=)
tokin abt rest...goin vcd-ing now..hehheh=)

till den!

2004-11-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

huahuahuahuahuahua...!!!

im back..hohohoho..!!!actualli o's hven finish la...still got tmr...haha..but i guess cn blog liao!!
omg..o's done....isnt tat fast?!?!its like last mth i said o's cmin...wua..

hhmmz... aft tis gonan have a long holidae...have a gd rest..
the "scary" part...leave it to feb bah..heez..=)

hhmmx....but cm to tink of it..its rather sad..
4years of fun, laughter..gonna be gone..
still remember sec 1 all ah toot face in delta...=P
now..all grow up liao....wings aso grow liao..gona fly soon....lolx..
hhmmz...rather sad realli...delta...frens..teachers..will miz all!

hhmm, continue tmr..haha...got 2 read my sci=)
ciao!

2004-10-02T09:11:00.000+08:00

yoz...long time no see...=)
juz reali fininshed my prelims yts..chinese paper....hahah..sianz...
hhmm...recommend u guys watch a korean show "stairwae to heaven.."
its realli a gd show..trust me!=P
hhmmz..its exactly a month to O's....gosh...dats fast....!!!~
gt to start preparing..i noe...but frm where?how?hhmm...muz plan liaoz...

wun be back till den....all jiayou ya...tahan!!1 more mth...aft dat sui liao!=)
!!!CyaZzz!

2004-08-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

wooooo........im backkk.........
but juz to telll all mi wun be back again anytime soon....
prelims r cmin..nxt week mock exam arh..!
so fast.....-_-

so.....all the best to all yea?
remember..tough times dun last...tough ppl do..!
cya ..!will b back!!!!
muackiez..!!!!!!!
=)

days to o's: 73...
days to prelims: 29...

2004-08-09T11:39:00.000+08:00

hi people.....hhmmz....tdae...SINGAPORE's BDAE sia..!
later sure lots of ppl goin for the ndp concert...as usual....=)
may spore prosper and b filled wif healthy wealthy happy singaporeans!=P

hhmmz...ytd t2's bdae went for the fireworks tingy....so nicey!!!!we're like "wow...." eyes big2....mouth...ok la..nt so big..haha...all the colours....white..gold..purple...red..green...blue... blend in so nicely..esp the last part.. frm our view..its like raining fireworks...pow"der" ful..! lots of ppl though....but i dun mind!hot nia...squeeze2 abit lo...the fireworks so nice..

aft dat walked all the wae to suntec to meet the guys.....long walk...n beri hot!!!but everyth was okay...luff like hell when goin back....my dear fren anica lo....crack the joke..+ one hendra..wuah...chaos...lolx...

tdae...will stay home...mum dun allow me out liao...ytd arnd 12 den home...tink will study for my phy test?gt to buck up lots on dat...see the date....scary....

2004-08-07T12:22:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahhaha...
tdae;s a fine day....ytd had so much fun!!!!
7 of us went WILD WILD WET!!!..hahaha...like small kids?no leh....so many adults dere..lolx..oh ya...dere alot of cute babies!!!so cute...!!!gt one mixed-blood (ang moh +chi)...so cute~~~~~~~~~~!!!
damn fun....weather so gd sumore..heez..!sumore wif my galz...woohoo!!!lolx..!
we played n luff under the sun...hahaz...so nicey!!odd number isnt a problem aft all...=)

its my T2's BDAY tmr!!!well....ytd was like a celebration for her...hope she enjoyed herself..dats our motive rite?=) heez...glad she like our present..heez..!

hhmmz...will b doin my dnt later...my god....so much to do...dun even noe which to start...hahah...even analysis haven colour!!!!-_-" wish me luck yea...
lots of tings to do drg tis long weekend...

hhmmz...dunnoe wad to sae...but juz felt very disppointed...we're once close aft all..then y must tings turn out to be tis wae?it isnt wad we all wan...but u forced us to...nth to sae anymore...coz it doesnt matter anymore...even if u apologise once again....

till nxt time..

2004-08-04T20:07:00.000+08:00

argh!!!!pissed.....wif a freako called "anita"....
wad bank officer....new A.M or wadever......freako!!!!!
wad appointment ...sae meet up better...w/o any impt tings to tok abt?
den wad do u wan?-_- maybe i shuld go n meet her instead....
wonder if she will be interested to noe mi......freak...-_-

hhmmz....another hot day....typical desert...-_- but okie la...once in a while...have been hving tis damn cold weather for quite sumtime..been hvin my sweater wif mi all day long...tdae..kinda hot..drank lotz....fortunately..my stomach pain gt better aft dat....yeepy!

done lot sof maths corrections tdae.....later doin dat bukit batok paper2....heez...wuah...all maths..see number till head burst.....sianz..my whole file aso cnt fit liao...!too "much" worksheets...agnes wan aso..lolx...funni lookin leh our file..power..!

tdae saw sum ppl...hhmm....like dunnoe each other...r we meant to b like dat?maybe.....weird feeling....maybe we're meant to be.....strangers.....juz dat....
"all endings are also beginnings..we just dont noe it at that time".....

till nxt entry...cya...nitez!

2004-08-03T16:25:00.000+08:00

eatin jelly now....nice...=)

hhmmz....have been busy...or rather lazy...so much tings to do..aft missing 3 days lessons(canoeing compe)....now have to catch up a little...assignments waiting...tif fri muz stay for practical....

settled sum stuffs ytd...dunnoe how i felt aft tat....shuldnt have arranged tis talk at all...aft all its my agnes's bdae=) hhmm...wad i mean...i ratherr nt have dat talk...as it seemed so useles...going nowhere..decided to go off....wua...almost a 1.5hrs talk...din wan much..juz wan the truth..noone seems to care abt anyth...sae wad dey wan...we aso dunnnoe its the truth or wad...sumth seems to be missing in the 7 of us...arh....nvm abt dat...tok liao later spoil mood oni....

but of coz we had a great birthdae celebration for agnes at the tbp...heez...tk foto sumore aft dat...haha....asked one man to tk for us.... teh man looked so confident...den was wonderin.."y he tk frm so far?"lolx...guess wad....when he hand the camera back to buddy....we realised...HE DIN EVEN TAKE!haha....luff till hell.....lolx....great time wif ya gals...as usual.....=P

tday band....sianz....was trying out "cant take my eyes of u" aka e carlsberg song......noe how to read the notes...but couldnt realli find teh tone familiar...dotz...den was given teh comment tat section need to improve....yah..noe din realli attend teh last few trainings...but the sarcasm...dun have to be dere rite.....dotz...hhmmz..giv us sumtime..will show u we can....!

hhmmz...lotz of hmwk ytd.....study chem till sleep wif tys...lolx....haha....tdae wan finish hmwk...PHY TEST CANCELLED....heng...mk it other day better...tdaes hmwk enuff to keep mi busy.....

till nxt time yea?=)

2004-08-01T01:18:00.000+08:00

but i wun...so dun dream...hah...im mad....

hhmmz...did i sae mi n my buddy finally gt sumth at the end of our canoeing experience?yah..wel...we finally did it...
happi like anyth...as trainings paid off...all teh nervousness...advices...dunnoe if i was following wad i shuld do drg tat last race....but mi mind wasnt anywhere else...juz the finishing point....
felt kinda weird...tat 2+ mins race kind of meant so important to mi...felt like i had to finish it off ...fast...yet when i've finished....it felt rather bitter inside...is as though i dun wish to finish it..

3 years of canoeing...all the lufters i had during my saturdays...my complains:x.....my coach..!oh...my kallang!wuah..so many tings i will miss...running round the kallang basin...thru teh parks..hhmmz...come to tink of tat..will realli love to go thru the 3 years once more..preferably wif all teh juniors too..its great hven dem arnd...except their attp of coz(which mks ur blood boil at times)..they;re juz like ur little bro..never had one b4..so...i sae again...its great hvin dem=)

my teammates have been great..yah..i admit there r sum unsolved disputes...but it all end well..juz like ms ang said...hhmmz..my teammates juz like the pillar of the team?they may seem so fragile dat the whole team may collapse anytime..but...we still survived!n i muz sae its great hven them arnd..=) realli...hugz to all!=P

hhmmz...dunnoe y...recently..feeling awkard...or maybe tis 2 days...lost sumth precious to mi..begged for it for quite sumtime...yet its lost w.o my knowledge...its juz tat split second..=(
miss it so much..freak.....argh!!!
recently felt rather weird...the world is changing...felt quite cold n down at times...but din realli noe the reasons myself...the world seems to turn black in my mind...dark..n strange..feel like walkin out of it at times...am i mad?muz be.....

"its a small world aft all...its a small world aft all....its a small world aft all...its a small...small....worldddd........."

2004-07-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

i wan it back....

2004-07-29T19:17:00.000+08:00

phew.....din manage to type in entry since monday;s...=)

hhmmz...managed to pass the semi-finals tdae....realli feel relieved...
but tmr...a greater n tougher battle to fite...the FINALS..!
gosh....hhmmz...made a mistake tdae...
said too much abt direction....when im not supposed to..sorry buddy..!=)
couldnt help it i gues..heez...
juz gt to do our best tmr k?nth to be afraid of...(though i nervous till almost mad liao..)hhmmz...still afraid la...but juz hope everyth will go on smoothly...
nt like ytd....raining...current big...mk our boat sway here n dere....power leh....-_-""

everyone did realli well...even the juniors..must praise dem..din giv up at all...love u guys!=)
love the ang n lian too...have been wif us since day 1 of 2004...tolerating all the craps n nonsense frm the team...but realli feel glad they;re wif us....thx alot!!=P

my t2....must get well soon k..?muackzZZZzz!!=)

hhmmz....fingers crossed for tmr....!till den yea?!=D

2004-07-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

am on my chemistry now...but juz want to scribble sumths here..

hhmmz..guess have to apologise to my buddy yea?din mean to...sorri buddy...=(
hope im forgiven....dun tink too much abt trainings yea?we'll juz have to put in our best on wed..

oh yah...to all canoeists...drink lots ??buddy reminded me tdae...remember how mr goh ordered us to drink lots days b4 the compe day...mizz him lots..!!!
.....haix...our canoeing will have to end once tis coming compe ends...hhmmz..how time flies...will miss kallang...miss all fun n luffter...all the paddlin too...oh kallang....

hhmmmz..tdae did n.e. quiz during s.s leson..n found dat i realli din now much abt spore...god...7 years here liao....=P

din have gd nite slp ytd...dunnoe y...end up sleepin in mrs lian's lesson....sorri yea?=P
gt to slp earli tnite....hhmmz...but juz hope can finish my chem...jiayou to alll yea!!!!

canoeing compe count down: 2 days....
o's count down: 14 weeks ++..

2004-07-26T12:31:00.000+08:00

vincent is the most irritating guy in the world!!!!!damn noisy!!!!!irritating!!!!
now mi in sch..hahaha...=P com lab....
he damn noisy...shut him up dunnow wif wad sia....mama him la!!!!
freako..!!!!freako vincent!~
maddie...kns!!!!!sit behind mi...like shit!kns!!!!!hell him!!
he askin me shut up..mama him!!!!!

ya la..not liek amit....so gd.....!=P..he bside me mah...hahahahah=P

2004-07-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

canoeing compe coutn down : 2 trainings..1 week
o's : 15weeks ++....

2004-07-21T16:33:00.000+08:00

wednesday....its a wednesday!!!!so FAST!

tdae damn cold..mad weather..rain so heavy in da morning..
den afternoon den the "uncle sunny" cm out..power seh...
love cooling weather...but troublesum at times...comfortable though..
hahha..me mad..=P

finally..a day whereby homework doesnt pile up..waitin for mi to finish...
oh ya...1st time listen to tat ms poon leson w.o fallin ZZzz..=P
understand dis new topic..hope can do well...need to brush up my poa..
havent been realli listening since jan'04..

hhmmz..drinking mango juice..made by my deary kakak..hehe...tmr her bdae leh!!
ordered cake for her liao...she dosnt noe..hehe..surprise!!=P heart shape wan leh..lolx..

nth much tdae...had great time lunchin wif my gals aft sch..=)
though eat nth special..hehe...muackiez to all...
went to q'wae wif my dear ah siao cm go hm buddy...but her shoebag....lolx..
actualli almost quarelled wif her at bustop...but okay liao...=P we both mad mad de...horr?hehe....sorry anywaez..=P

till we meet again?=)

2004-07-19T20:37:00.000+08:00

am very tired n yawny rite now..but bo bian...tdae gt tings write..
hhmmz..seriously...i really dunnoe how i shuld react lo..
am e oni indo in class...so wad?felt rather odd at times...but wad to do?
have to relax....n tk a deep breath at times..
tried to tk those "jokes"....but now...dunnoe..weird me..

hhmmz..time flies.....rite?another monday....
duno y..slept earli last nite..still yawnin away in bus...n eng lesson...
went to see the electronics in bugis for my artefact...but horr...so ex!!!
see how mr goh can cut dwn cost for mi....need ur help horr, mr goh!

haix..my buddy's sick again...realli hope she'll be fine...
she haven even recover fully frm her previous sickness...
n here she is again...dwn wif her flu...poor buddy...
realli hope she can recover fast...=) muackz!

hhmmz...discussed a little on the prom nite juz now..
still dunnoe goin anot..but tink it'll b fun?=P

guess gtg....do my stuffs n pack my baggie..till we meet again yea?nitey!

canoeing compe count dwn: 9 more days, 2 more trainings
o's count dwn: approx. 16 weeks!

2004-07-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

hhmmz...back again...was suppose to be doin my math..but...cm in a little while..hee!
tiredz...gt trainin for teh last 2 days......deadz...
well oh well...trained well wif my buddy anywae..though din have gd current ytd...n she's still not fully recovered..(sadz..tk care yea?)but it still went on pretty alrite...=)
juz 2 trainings to go...
jiayou ya buddy?n all canoeists too!=P

hhmmz...was suppose to go botanical garden at tis time...
bt was too tired..body achin..hven done my work...n see the weather?the "sahara desert" type...
mk mi so sianz...moodless..sumore supposed to b compulsory...maddies...
it shuld be compulsory nt to all..maybe for sec 2s n 1s only..we're sec4 leh...time is precious..
spent 2 days for my cca..sunday is my rest day...
n i wun wana waste it!

tmr is monday again..start of the week....gosh..another week has passed....

competition count down: 2 more trainings..10 more days
o's count down: approximately...16 weekz!!!

2004-07-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

tdae arh...wuah..my class siao...
the luffin germs r here again...lolx...
my class luff v.power wan..can win teh luffin award..
hahaha...but its fun...my class ain't dull at all...maybe oni at sum lessons bah...=P

hhmmz..tdae pe..floorball...my fav..=P
anyhow whack aso song...can mk u feel better wan...try lo...lolx.=P
so paiseh when cant tk the ball properli..den in teh end GOAL!! to the opponent..but nvm its a game...oni i abit paiseh..lolx..
nice pe aft all..=)

hhmmz..had nice lunch wif my gals at tbp..lolx..luff thruout..hahah..whole bk our voice..as usual..but nvm la..fun ma...noe our limit cn liao..=P release stress aso...

hhmmz..missed indo alot ..juz now mrs ghani sae do project on our country...i was like "finalli deres sumth like dis.."...=) now dat sis isnt arnd wif mi...mk mi miss home even more..cant realli tok lots anymore..coz i tell her almost everyth!hhmmmz....juz gt 2 finish my o's for now...den back to indo for my long holidae...=))

hhmzm...guess i gtg yea...till we meet again..=)

2004-07-14T19:49:00.000+08:00

realli glad dat tings r gettin better..
but of coz..trust...is sumth dat is hard to come back once u lost it..unless u realli mk the effort to gain back yea..

hhmmz...gt poa test tdae...arh..cnt balance arh!tot 1st question was pretty okay...den sudd..."shit..y cnt balance??"..die lor..but i've tried...juz hope wun fail..

hhmmz...hvin tis sore at my left arm..near wrist..suddenly..hope it goes awae by tmr yea...coz fri gt training..wun wan anyth to happen to mi den....4 more trainings to go b4 teh big day...gosh..its so fast...2 weeks n a half?die.....

hmwork so much arh...not alot..but tidious..wuah..see the area volume...curved surface area...wan peng liao!!!!!must buck up in tis topic real lots...

till we meet again yea..

2004-07-13T18:40:00.000+08:00

hayoh...pek chek arh!
dunnoe wad to sae..hai..its sad to noe all dat..
dunnoe wad to sae..cant sae i couldnt be bothered..dunnoe lah..weird..

hmmmz..tdae dnt do artefact..hayoh..so sian...frm a big woody to a small2 pathetic acrylic...=( goh's fault..no la..actualli my fault..cant mk up my mind..so slow...

dunnoe wads wrong wif life nowadays..weird...
when u tink tings r goin on fine...they actually dont...
when u tink deres sumth wrong...it far exceeded wad u tink could happen..wads life manz..
tot it shuld be juz sumth simple where u..ur loved ones and the ppl arnd r juz smilin....n smilin...n smilin.....rite?hhmmz..im tinkin too much...perhaps?

till we meet again..

2004-07-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

juz watched the kidney donation tingy..
the kids r all so poor ting..
we're all fortunate..all lucky to be in tie world..healthy..

wish tat all will b happi..healthy always...

2004-07-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

had trainin yesterdae...
tk t2 wif my t2..lolx..confused?wif shimin la..
direction ok..but perhaps both of us nt well...
so..went kind of slow..but overall..ok la..
waitin for my buddy to cm back to action..hee..
recover well ok?
gt some scoldin frm dat ms ang....liek wad agnes sae..noise..=X

went hm earli..wif shimin..tok bus..slp till so song..!
cm back vomit...-_- bt aft dat feel so much better..
tdae tink ok liao..wan go out wan..
but maid sae "u go out tdae i tell ur mum"....

hhmmz..days pass by v.fast..july leh..sept prelims liao..
hayoh...seems dat we're all still slackin...y..y..
funni me..

ok la..wan go eat liao...gt my apetite back!!!=)

2004-07-09T20:25:00.000+08:00

stomach pain wun go awae..sianz...
supposed to have sea trainin...cant go..
aso gt bball compe..but cant helped much...
went home wif buddy...

haix..for another time..i feel tat tis merge ting is a mistake..indeed i mk lots of frens..but its juz a weird feeling..
dunnoe wads gotten into mi too..weird me..

hvin band tmr...hai...concert cancelled..
so excited abt it liaoz..1st time performin in VCH...
but its all ruined..hai..guess we juz have to work harder?
jiayou all band ppl..=)

hhmmz...lots of ppl sick nowadays..u ppl tk care okie?water's da best now..drink lots of it..

till we meet again....see ya..

2004-07-08T18:39:00.000+08:00

argh...stomach pain....flu n cough...sianz..
poor buddy too..she fever at hm....get well soon yea?
dunnoe can go canoeing tmr anot..haix...
6 more trainings to compe..but hor...how??
hope can go tmr..

tdae is a cold day..

2004-07-07T19:39:00.000+08:00

oh ya..i recommend u guys watch 9pm channel 8 show...
goin to finale liao...nice show!!!!watch horr..=P

2004-07-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

sorri ppl..hehe..
its long since my last entry...paiseh..
hhmmz..oh ya!
agnes' virus fly here n dere..now lots tio her flu..lolx..
:x nah...dun bully her..my fault..nv look out for weather..
haha...had fun tdae doin hmwk wif her..luff here luff dere..
like maddies..lolx...

hhmmz...mrs lian cm in for 1st lesson..wuah..
its juz 1 period...but horr.....i feel v.yawny leh!!!
she almost read the whole newspaper article on woods...gosh!
hope tings reali will gt better...=/

hhmmz..had great fun drg the youth day holidae...
suppose to have movie wan lo...dunnoe y so fast sold out..
but had great fun wif my gals..lots of lufters n smiles..
hee....took neoprint again...even ate swensens...!!!=P

...played sms wif sis tdae..mizz her alot..
used to quarell wif her...alot too..but when she;s not arnd..
home juz feels empty...n quiet...
weird feeling..weird me..

nth much to write...realli hope can buck up in studies..
maybe in canoeing too...6 more trainings to go..
den its our big day again!!!!!argh....scary..!

oh ya...finished oral ytd too..finally done wif chinese..
still considerin whether shuld retake..will see how..=)

till we meet again yea?=)

2004-07-02T14:59:00.000+08:00

oh ya...forget to tell all the gd news..
" KOK is GONE!!!"

wonderful life in sch now...wuah..song!
but hope wif new teacher comin in...english will be better!
=)

2004-07-02T14:43:00.000+08:00

tdae...typical friday....
nth much actualli..but end of day spoil my mood...
the word "delta.." appeared again..
am not tryin to sae i nv sae others b4..
but this merge tingy suddenly sounds so weird..
so strange..
everybody seems to have sumth to sae abt everybody..
weird...weird...

hhmmz..had canoein training few days back..(wed)..
hhmmz...nice training..put in my best..
n i blieve our oreo boat improving ya buddy?=)
tmr training again...cnt tk wrong boat again....must remember...
sorry buddy!=P

tmr listenin compre o's...
scared i cn hear leh...i abit deaf wan..lolx..
wish me luck k?
kampate to all my "peng you" aka frenz out dere whu tkin tmr paper...

its july...oh my god..isnt it fast?prelims...n its gonna be o's soon!!!

"temper is the one thing you can't get rid of by losing it."
-Jack Nicholson

2004-06-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

sch finally open...sianz arh!!!
see teachers....see papers...see pens....scary....!!~
hhmmz....mr kok realli goin off..tot is a joke..
happi is of coz wan...but...my eng howw??
scarli come one ulu2 teacher...dunnoe how to see abilites of students well wan...den i jialat!!!!!=(
mrs lian...ok la..but hope she wun blur2...
ms chong...fierce arh...BM's chilli padi...
hope i can improve on my own too...
bought story book...
cut down comptime liao..

so...wish me luck horr??

hhmmz....parents n both sis goin back tmr....sadz....when will i see dem again? most worried for mum...health nt dat gd...love u guys lots..Muackz to mum dad n both sis!!!

2004-06-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

what is the meaning of true friends...
can anyone tell mi?

sumone whu stand bside u when u need him/her?
sumone whu stand bside u even when u dunneed him/her?
sumone whu understands u?
sumone whu pretends or doesnt even understand u..yet doesnt admit on it.............

or wad??

ciaoz..

2004-06-24T12:29:00.000+08:00

adults r weird..dun u tink so?
juz when everything seems to be nicely done..
n everybody is enjoying demselves...
there has to be sumth tat mks the whole tings spoilt..
y at tis time?..
when i need dem..every single one of dem..

life isnt fair..y do sum ppl have a perfect famili?
y sum become orphans?y sum born handicapped?y..
life isnt fair..at all...
we cant change it either..life's weird..

life's a weirdo..

2004-06-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

done my 6journals liaoz!

had a long chat wif mum...
abt boyfriends...
hhmmz..wonderin y i like v.weird...
prefer older guys...mad argh..lolx..of coz nt those ah gong type lah...mum sae its gd..maturity counts!=)
for mi perhaps its coz of sense of security bah...=P
yah..speakin of security...probably wna those guai2 wan leh...heheh...those bengz like mark in best bet..wuah..scared gt bf like dat leh....later fite bring mi along..!lolx!~
hhmmz..i dunsee looks la..probably jzu abit..saw beckham?lolx..no la...too far liao...=P
hhmmz.....most impt love me la...arbo if nv love mi go wif mi aso no use mah..i not maddie..lolz..
hhmmmz..wealth nt impt la..but at least can provide for mi n kids..=)...health impt!skinny or fat aso doesnt matter..=P..but perhaps dun too skinny la...later wind cm he fly i still stand..paiseh...=( lolz..mustbe bigger dan mi la...hugz more warm...=P
wuah...felt so relieved tokin to mum...
hardly gt any chance tokin to her abt all tis...=P

hhmmz...till we meet again yea?muackiez to all!

2004-06-20T10:59:00.000+08:00

1st of all..sorri buddy..hven been able to reply ur msg..
now no hp..coz dad doin sumth to hp 1st..later gt liao msg u..heez!
so happi..whole famili here...miz dem so much!!~
went to eat dinenr at newton circus..at 11+..wondaful dinner!
heez..coz they oni eat bun at plane..den aso hungry..
mi is coz of the c'wealth band concert..
hhmmz..nice music produced by dem..though a few squeeks by clarinet..(as usual..:x)but overall..still a not bad concert..
their lower brass was strong..nice wan..=)

hayoh..holidae left one week..homework so much..my goodness..
wish u guys all the luck too(in finishin homework!)lolx..

till we meet again!cya!

2004-06-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

haiz...juz watched a tv show...sumhow remind mi of sumth..
sumth tat has probably been frustratin to mi..
sumth tat i dun wish to happen...

how i wish sumone could help mi..
but i guess no one..coz i dun even have e rights to help out..

oni one could help undo this mistake of his..tat is of coz..
....himself....

till we meet again...nitez..

2004-06-18T11:32:00.000+08:00

hayoh....hot like shit arh!!!
like u noe....sahara desert arh!!nth to sae..
mama mr kok lah....he keep changin info..luckily finalli fin..
oral prelims..ok la..nt too bad..
we tok till korean n taiwanese drama..haha!!
he gt tis pair of scary eyes..but gt no chocie look at him..sianz!

tdae..sianz lor..but had a gd morning tea wif the pink lady
agnes..haha..we go coffeshop chit chat tink gt 1 hr..
wait for teh sotong lah!=P de rest cnt wait..so paiseh..too long liaoz..dat kok slow..!

wuah..lat so hot must go buy present leh...no choice..
mi nt goin for jan's chalet..wish her happi bdae here!=P (like as if ppl noe..haha!)im mad..

ytd...dunnoe y..sudd felt funni...a little down..but dunoe wad im tinkin too...siaoz liao mi..lucky the eng match help..
3-0 arh!!!!song...(congrats to rooney(9)n gerrard(4))heez..

till we meet again...ciaoz!

2004-06-14T17:01:00.000+08:00

halo....

haiz..ytd juz had a feeling of "sianz"....lost in dragonboat..
did my best liaoz..nw arm achin..juz now still go band..
sianz.....=P
realli lots of thx to goh...our daddy....=) n all the helpers...esp jo da jie..helped us alot..
even all teh scoldings..we appreaciate it..=P
anywaes..we did our best..no regrets for mi..
except the 1st race...the boat n paddle..damn slippery..
slipped...lucky gt up fast..=P so paiseh...

aft al..a little glad its over..aft tis its time to concentrate
on our oreos boat!=P rite buddy?^o^

tdae band was fun blowing all the songs..though tired..
lungs almost need oxygen tank..haha!
but realli nice hearing all the songs..=P

gt mac ritchie performance nxt sunday..3.30pm..
anyone wan go go lorz..i noe its ridiculous ...its at a reservoir..-_-

gt no money liao.................realli need to save up..!

be back again!peace out!=)

2004-06-06T11:15:00.000+08:00

sorry guys..haven write in for sumtime..
sick leh..poor mi..=P
throat infection..dats wad the doc tell mi..
fever up n down for teh past 2 days..tdae down liao..=)
+ cough..flu...sumore throat so painful..
eat aso tk so long..=(
tink gt no enuff rest..gt 2 manage time well...
but i have no choice but to attend al activities..rite?

guess will have to skip training tmr..coz tues will b a damn long day...
canoeing in da morning..dragonbiat in da evening..n sumore..band camp....its so much so dat i will b left wif no more energy..
sumbody..help!

hhmmz..dunoe wads wrong wif life nowadays..dun u ppl tink its kind of turning teh other wae round..?
tings happen when u least expect it to..rite?
or do all tis happen jzu to mi..?

---e[mad]---

2004-05-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

back here.....its the 29th...a cold rainy day..
ytd was terrible...for teh 1st time..i skipped lesson...
for chinese lesson...go out wif my bunch of gals..
juz dunnoe y...felt so bad..
juz dun seem right..dunnoe how to sae out my feelings..
felt like goin hm..but din wan disappoint my friends too..
dunnoe how to sae..had tis v.funny yet torturing feeling..
told sis abt tis...felt more relieved..
she sae it was ok..juz dun repeat..
wun repeat it i guess..the guilt is killing mi!
but lucky i had fun there..sang lots of songs together..
kind of release stress..
n lucky heard dat we oni skipped abt 1 n 1/2 hr of chinese..wasnt dat long...phew...

tok to "him" again...he sae it was okay to skip clas..moreover it was the last day of sch..din reply himmuch..
but he msg mi again at nite.."was juz mkinsure u're alrite"..hhmmz..din noe if he was crappin anot..
juz had mixed feelings..luv n hatred..dunnoe wads wrong..

mum finally called and asked abt results...dad sae was tyco..yah..noe it rite frm the moment my name was announced..=(
but will definately work my heart out for prelims n o's..=D

having chinese o's tis monday..hope my pals n i will do well..
pass wif flying colours..everyone happi..gd mah..horr?

jiayou ppl!!!=)

2004-05-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZzz!dunnoe if shuld write tis in...
juz received result slip tdae...
everyone wasnt happi abt it..
i wasnt either...wads so satisfying abt it...
din noe how to tok it out wif dem too..
afraid of hurting dem...but wad can i do..
lots were saying they dun deserve it too..
but if dey dun..wad abt mi?
noe dey worried abt mi too...askingmi not to tink lots n stuffs..
but sumtimes jzu couldnt help it..
see one of my classmates..last year she scored higher percentage than mi..but coz of her eng...she was one rank below mi..tis year..fate aso play wif mi...sianz..she deserve it..more dan i do..
perhaps i was tinking too much..am i??----e[mad]-----
again....for anotehr time...gotta ans to parents..
disappoint dem again n again...sianzzz!
must strive hard for prelims n o's...
all those whu tkin o's...KAMPATE-NE!

2004-05-23T13:43:00.000+08:00

long time no see you ppl...heheh..so paiseh..
exam over..but my results....haiz...dun even noe how to face parents...
watched troy last nite....so nice show...juz hope nxt time my prince charming will be like the hector in da show...love his ppl...love his family...his brother..everyone..respect his enemy..=) but horr...guys like dat...nowadays...like almost 0...juz like dose i met ytd..in da np bridge..kns..all tok w.o usin brain....or maybe they have brains..juz not full wif active cells..but dead ones....nth to sae...-_-
dragonboat startin soon..the tot of it..actualli mks mi sick...bsides teh fun n all..i knoe sure gt sum problems wan..
tahan those ppl's face...v.long liao..still must row wif dem..hai..no choice..
my mum's not comin anymore...miss her lots..coz sis exam..she cant come over...sobz..
realli glad to be always by my buddy's side..though cant help her much at times..but im glad to be juz sumone for her to tok to..=)
juz found out i like mkin ppl happi...am i mad??hope not..but glad i have a pair of ears..now come to tink of it..im proud of dem...hehe..they do mi proud!hehehhehe=)rather dan my brainz...sobz..
hhhmmz...come back tmr or sumth?needa bathe...sumore gt tat goh's folio...sianzzzZZZZ!!!!!!
dad cmin tnite..=)

2004-05-01T00:58:00.000+08:00

its weekends...my god..time flies realli fast..
its saturday..labour day..public holiday..my holiday..=D
guess wad?mum is comin...on the 19th most prob..
missed home a little..kind of feelin weird wif mi life now..
frenz..they;re juz not wad they used to be...all different...
i noe humans do change wif time..but..its still kind of hard for me to accept..
time changes everyth...one;s character;...one;s behaviour...everyth!
hhmmz..been rather crazy nowadays...am i hiding my true self..?or have i juz changed?i dunnoe..realli have no idea..
realli greatful for those whu stand by mi in times when i realli need it..my buddy..=)my oreo choc..hehe..

2004-04-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

he lied..waited for him since ytd..but not even his shadows were seen..
funni huh?:( dunnoe wad he's up to too...have been there for like 7 days?
for wad?business..?dats wad i told myself whenever i asked..but well...nobodi noes it..except himself...dun wanna ask either..

fate...so unpredictable..so perfect at times..so painful at times..
dats wad makes mi [mad] i supposE??

2004-04-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

Life is short...but it is a treasure..
Life is a pain..full of thornz..
It can be a whole lot of happiness..but it is always short-term..
It always involve regrets..disappointments..lies..everyth..

dunnoe wads wrong wif mi..havin too much tings in mind..yet dunnoe how to solve..dunnoe which to analyse..
24 hour is not enuff...realli..i need more..much more..dunnoe if im greedy..but i need more..so much tings to do within tat 24 hr..sleepin alone needs 7 hrs?i cant even take out tat few hrs..

band is irritating..n nth else to mi..saxophone n music used to mean sumth to mi..nice tunes and all..juz coz of teh so many practices..mks mi hate all..hate all..even comin for jzu one hour..i doubted..the feeling juz sux..
hearing ppl blow...repeatedly..not tat they din do a gd job..but jzu feel like crying out..teh sound of it..everyth in dat particular room..hate them all..

always doze off in class nowadays..told miself not to..but juz couldnt help it..
notice myself changin too..temperamental..wasnt like dat b4..
thx dat i have u to write on..guess sumths are still better kept within myself..coz its juz unexplainable..
dad comin back...yet i dunnoe if i wan him to?i mizz him..its da fact..but juz hard to face him with so many questions in mi mind to ask..where was he?wad did he do there?who was dere???juz dun have the courage to..am oni his daughter..nobody greater..
dunnoe wad to do..dunnoe where to go..dunnoe whu to go to..dunnoe when will tis end..im mad..

2004-04-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

stress arh!!!!projects after projects...like maddy like dat...!!!~
but am happi i can tahan so long..so wad i will do is juz to hang on there till the O's....bo bian!!!!-_-" im mad~~

2004-04-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

ermz..its been long huh?sorry guys..hehe...actualli doin my 2nd draft for eng compo...so tiring..so i decided to type it out..=)
days have been so "nan ao"...so hard to pass by..u guys agree?can see everyone is in stress...temperamental as a result..juz like mi...haiz..bad..
hhmmz..tot tings will b turnin round when we talked..but its not?i dunoe if my heart is starting to soften..but..jzu noe tat its odd to have an odd number yea?
its her fault i noe..n i hated her for makin tat silly mistake..but..haiz..juz difficult for mi to accept everyth..=( question marks for u guys??..hope my ai2 will understand)...
its been long since i last talked heart 2 heart wif u my ai2..hhmmz..dun worry abt ur sis k?she'll be well taken care of if she goes to her hostel?aft all its for her convenience i guess?as for your wish of movin out...i disagree!!sisters can be irritating at times...juz like mine..(Ssshh)..but well..we're the younger wans..so..no choice yea?tahan is teh word!!
hhmmz..my frenster gt prob again...wrote testi for goh...but sumhow nt yet put up..?but xm wan in liao..isit he reject or mine sent slow??fed up wif frenster liaoz...damn lagg!!!
juz finished the 3 days financial course..fun leh...like monopoli...but more realistic...there's retirement plan..taxes..even stock markets..=P but the ting is...mi money end up always very little de....y arh!?!-_-"
end here ya?have to continue wif my essay..sianz....

2004-04-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

phew...finally writing in again...so tired..tdae half dead arh..juz reach hm not long..=( tough training..using all the strokes n all..but sumth gd, interaction again between da seniors n juniors..=D
hhmmz..juz finsihed my sports day days back..n its like...terrible!!!where gt sports day so little events wan?more like prizegiving day...see...its juz different frm delta...=( im mad...missing every single bit of delta...even mrs sim!!!lolz..~
here's a nice story for everyone....=)

Salty Coffee
He met her on a party, she was so outstanding, many guys were
chasing after
her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the
end of
the party, he invited her to have coffee with him. she was
surprised, but
as he was polite, she promised.They sat in a nice coffee shop, he
was too
nervous to say anything, She felt uncomfortable, she thought,
"please,
let me back home".
Suddenly he asked the waiter: would you please give me some salt?
I'd like to put it in my coffee. Everybody stared at him, so strange!
His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously: why you have this hobby? He replied:
when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I liked
playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, salty and
bite, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the
salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown,
I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there.
While saying that, tears filled his eyes.
She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling,from the bottom of his heart. A man
who can tell out his homesick, he must be a man who loves home,
cares about home, has responsibility of home..
Then she also started to speak, spoke about her far away hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found actually he was a man who meets
all her demands: he had tolerance,was kind hearted, warm,
careful...he was such a good person but she almost missed him!
Thanks to his salty coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story: the
princess married
to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every
time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's
the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:
"My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie
I said to you - the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated?
Iwas so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but
I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I
never thought that could be the start of our communication!
I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do
that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.
Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth:
I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste. But I have the salty coffee
for my whole life since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do
for you.
Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.
If I can live for the second time, I still want to know you and
have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee
again."
Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.
SOMETIMES YOU FEEL YOU KNOW THE PERSON MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE...
BUT ONLY TO REALISE THAT YOUR OPINION ABOUT THE PERSON WERE NOT AS
YOU DESCRIBED. JUST LIKE THE INCIDENT OF THE SALTY COFFEE... LOVE MORE
AND HATE LESSER...
CAUSE' SOMETIMES SALT TASTES BETTER THAN SUGAR...

2004-04-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

haiz...anotehr tiring day...evryday's a tiring day for mi...y is it so?i'm mad..!
juz had training tdae at kallaang...tell u wad..to all whu can read tis blog...will definately mk it for pull up n running...will try my best no matter wad..no matter how long i will tk..=)
had a nice interaction wif da juniors tdae..actualli they were kinda cute?=P 1st tough training for them i guess..dats when HELL comes in...wait till its fully geared..they will experience DEATH b4 HELL..lolz..=P
kind of worried for my buddy tdae..did looked kind of stressed?tired..?i noe cant realli mk all ur worries stress n stuffs disappear..but i do promiseu b4 dat i'll listen..so...dun 4get k?when nobody wan turn at u when u tok..u come find mi..will beat dem up n will definately listen..=)
2004..my...a stressing year...teachers gearing us up for the o's..so hope we realli can mk it thru?
oh ya..miz mr goh lotz..tdae when cher briefing training n stuffs..was imagining goh tokin to us as well..the times n memories we had..will never b 4gotten...delta roxXx...!!!the trainings we had..the ubin camp....even his english lessonz back in delta..oh ya..those times we spent in his office like as if it was our 2nd meeting room?coz its air-conned!hehehz...used to chat alot wif him..oh ya....thailand tingy too!!!!so nice..maybe nxt time can organise again?=)
hhmmmz...to all who r feeling v.de strssed...follow mi....breathe innnn....& out.....*do tis exercise for 3 times whenever u feel like breaking down..it works! heheh...
hope my buddy's grandma will recover..n matthew aso la..(though i dunnoe him??lolz)...n buddy..do tk care yea..?=)muackz!~

2004-03-31T19:41:00.000+08:00

tdae sux....nth good..kena scoldings...made sum mistakes..failure...-_-
dunnoe wad happen to miself..cant even do simple tings right..perhaps im realli not concentrating?den wad am i tinkin of?ive tried to run as fast...but couldnt catch up..its juz so hard..i dunnoe y...pull up cant even do..i noe im weak..
need time to adjust perhaps...but will the time wait for mi?will the time juz pass by as it looks at me?will it..?im afraid time will pass by faster dan wad i tot..
time is running fast...but im still trying to catch up...my whole life....couldnt realli see my destination...den where am i??

2004-03-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

gues wad.......jiaying win leh..!!!victory to delta...hehez...kind of satisfied when saw her finish 1st at the 1500finals..well...she kind of fly..=D
hahahhah..heheh...hohoho...!!~tmr canoeing training again...hhmmz...dunnoe y..juz when i tot tings r turning good..i sensed sumth bad again...teh team looks united...but at times oni..(better dan nth?!)hhmmz..realli hope times will b like the ubin camp..all helping each other out...hayoh..keep tokin abt last tiem..coz u noe waD??DELTA RulezZz...!~=) =D =P
hhmmz..almost ahd sum misunderstandings wif frenz at the heats..but it all turns well..luffin n stuffs...hehehhe..
tdae arh....an ah siao comin my house arh...watchin incredible tales wif mi..hehehz...she siao la..scared ghost-_-""
siao charborz roXx..!!

2004-03-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

"...i'm so rumbly...in my tummy...humpty dumty dum.."..lolz..a part of winnie e pooh lyrics..hahhaha..cute??=)
tis is a long dae for mi.....so many tests and hmwks coming along...will b busy..esp nxt week onwards..its study...study..n study..sianzZ..!!
tdae..juz finish the cap ball finals..for osprey vs falcon...gd match indeed...score 9-12...nt like eagle...can reach 20+ wan...lolz...(paiseh sia..=()hhmz..all of dem stylo players...so envy..legs all so long..!!~
hhmmz..again..my temper remains bad..needa control..!!!=)will try harder...go elva..go!!
hhmmz...tok to yeeying n xm abt my parents...haiz..when i tink of my dad..dun even tink of marrying nxt time..so tong ku..its juz kind of hard whenver i c mum drop tears..shuld i b a nun?!(lolz..jokin..i love babies..=))dunnoe too...guess im bcoming mad..am i??could anyone tell mi??
miz my days in delta too...tis new sch is full of complications..complicated ppl..!~
hhmmmz...wish my buddy all e best in her heats tmr yea?hope her wings can let her fly far2..--of coz to finishing point...=D

2004-03-26T20:26:00.000+08:00

im mad again..lolz..siao liao..tdae so many tings..sumore tmr flagdae..
raise flag..wads so fun abt it?sumore hold the stupid tin..ask ppl put money($$)..nt easy leh..sumore earli morning..who wan put?-_-""
tdae...skip band..tmr skip band..power lehZz....never felt so shiok b4..haha!
hhmm...dunnoe wad has happened between mi life..so many tings happen..frenz have changed..juz realise im not a very gd fren..cant do much for everyone..wish we had a gd tok..hope everyth can end well yea?(cross-finger)

2004-03-22T16:54:00.000+08:00

its my first!!!~
hahah...bo liao...find it so nice to scribble tots inside tis ting..juz like my own reflection...n tk a look..nice anotz?my buddy do for mi wan..hehez....(tink u're the only 1 seeing it..for the moment..lolz..)silly mi..
tmr is 23rd of march le...so fast..guess juz in a blink of an eye will b the O's?n yet im still slacking... =(
tdae....hhmm..kind of frustrated by the batam article..juz bcoz they sae "68 year old has a 17year old indonesian gf.."..so on n so for..n coz in da article batam is a place for sex trade...or prostitution...they keep saying tat the gal is mi...sianz...sumtimes jokes gt limitz wan lorr....wonder if those ppl gt brains??!
i was tkin it as a joke at 1st..but later on..they started to sae wad "gt no price..you price drop..etc"..started to get mi irritated..din they have any respect ??i'm still a girl ma...nth to sae..at 1st tot im kind of sensitive?but now..i guess i have the rights to feel e wae i feel...horr?dunoe too...nowadays easily hot..n kind of talkative..wanna talk less...though its hard..juz dunnoe y..
am i mad????

2004-03-21T15:40:00.000+08:00

i m mad.